At gym today, did not have to wait for my turn to use any of the machine at all. Completed my round of exercise 1 hour later. Today, I am able to take the bus and MRT to work.
For the past few days, there have been this particular mini poster hanging around Ang Mo Kio MRT station. Did not bother to find out what it was actually. But today, I have found out what it is. It is to promote the blood donation campaign. It is held in a MRT at Ang Mo Kio MRT station itself!!! Imagine people going there to donate blood instead of taking the MRT. However, heard from the news that for those blood donors, they get a one time complimentary MRT ride.
Got to try my new uniform today!!! =) Finally we are getting a new set of uniform. One that is tailored to suit our size. Hopefully they will not go missing after a few times. The shirt feels abit stiff. Give me the feeling that I am wearing my IJ unfirom again. So miss those days in that uniform. The skirt was something which made me pleased. The guy came to take our measurements a couple of weeks back. Today, when I tried it on, it is actually rather loose!!! What does this mean??? I have become a little thinner? The trips to gym are being to shoe effect? Yes, exactly!!! So proud of myself. Keep up the good work!!!
Went fo dinner with Rebecca at Cafe Cartel after work. Tried one of their starters. Cannot remember the name of the dish. However, although it was a starter, I could not finish it at all. Ate only about half the portion. Guess it is because I had a bite in the office earlier on. Was rather hungry then. I also thought that they will not go for dinner afetr work. Who knows, only Rebecca and me left. Jackie stayed on to clear her work.
Going to Elaine's birthday party tomorrow after work. So excited!!! Can get to see all my "sisters" again!!! A pity Dear cannot come along with me. He has his own function as well in Malaysia...
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
2:41 PM
Just as I expected it, I did not have anyone to accompany me for lunch initially. Grace went for lunch with Leni, Rebecca had lunch on her own before coming in. Jackie, as usual, did not take lunch at all. In the end. Darlene sacrified herself to go for second break, to accompany me for lunch. Thank you.
Rozanah is a BITCH. I HATE HER!!! Her looks, behaviour, attitude, every thing of her pissed me off!!! What she did today really made my blood boil. Almost had the urge to scream at her already today. Called me to ask me to fax her a correspondence. Could nto find the one that she wanted. I was the one who did the reservation so I went to scearch for it. Even called Utell to ask them for it. But I found out that they did not send any of that notification at all. Why on earth did I key the remarks in then??? Anyway, she keep calling and I keep telling her I am searching for it. She keep asking me, "Then? So how? ..." IRRITATING!!! Finally, she talked to Jackie about it. Jackie then explain to me what she really wanted from me as an answer. She do not know how to tell me??? STUPID IDOIT BITCH!!!
Called Dear at 7pm. He was awoke already. Told me he was not feeling well. Then I asked him not to come. He say he will get back to me again later. He called and say he will be coming to meet me.
Stayed in office till around 8.30pm. Called him again. He was just about to leave only. Said he was not feeling well. Again, I asked him not to come anymore. We can meet another day. But he was scared that I would be angry. I think this part of me is something I really have to change. Stubborness. By hook or by crook, I must get what I want. I think this part of me has also installed fear in him. So sorry dear, I do not mean what I did. Will try as much as possible to change. Want to be more understanding and caring towards you as well. Thank you for tolerating me so much.
Just before I went to punch card, the BITCH was at the security area as well. Then, Jackie gave me $20. I realised that I had left money in my uniform's pocket. I ran into the locker room again to take out my money. Get this clear. I went in again is not because I am scared of facing that BITCH. I have nothing to be afraid of. I will totally ignore her, will not even look at her at all if I do not need to go to the locker room again.
As usual, after Dear came, we walked to Raffles Place MRT station to take the train.
Going to the gym again tomorrow morning. Feel like I have eaten alot of things today. Biscuits... Mooncake... Doughnut... I think tomorrow I shall not have lunch at the hotel. After gym, I will take my time to go to work. Plan to eat before going to work and going in abit later. Do not think I will take a taxi to work tomorrow.
Wonder how will things in the office go now that Grace is no longer working with us anymore...
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
4:11 PM
Took a taxi to work today. Before that, dropped Millie off at her school. Daddy's van's temperature was not in a good condition. Asked her to take a taxi to school. He gave her $10 for it. We left home at 7am. Could not get a taxi at first. Wanted to call for one already then. At that time, someone alighted at the bus stop. So we hopped on to that taxi. My morning was dampened by this taxi driver.
When I told him the destination, he told me to tell him in Chinese as he do not understand English. Then, he said he do not know the way there and ask directions from us. After that, he did not trust our word!!! This was not all. In the first palce, we told him that it was at Punggol. When we are about to reach there, he asked us again whether we are sure it is in Punggol and not Sengkang. Please!!! You do not know the way, ask us and do not trust us!!! Millie has been studying there. She will know the place better than any of us. Do not drive if you are not interested at all!!! Pissed!!! This was not all.
After Millie alighted, he asked me how to go to Marina Mandarin. I showed a black face to him already then. Said I am not sure and totally ignored him. He had no choice but to find the way out himself. Mumbled to himself occassionally. But I could not be bothered about what he was saying. He even tols me to explain to him in English!!! Can you remember what you told me earlier old man!!! You said you do not understand English!!! You must be suffering from lao ren chi dai zhen. Cannot even remember what you said just a while ago.
The total taxi fare was $20.40. I told him I had to go and withdraw more money as I only had $20 with me. He just charged me $20 then. I was exactly 8am when I punched my card. First time in history. Usually, I would either be in office already or am changing in the locker room.
A very very busy morning to start with. Many many telephone calls. I could not clear my faxes and emails at all. Only got to do it when the 12pm shift staff came. After that, went for lunch. Dear called me after that, to postpone our metting to tomorrow. he had just reached Singapore then. He also mentioned that he is going to Oriental for Interview. Going to clarify this with him later on. Still managed to clear my work at 4pm sharp though. =) Stayed for a while to clear those October reservations in the tray.
Rushed home and went to the gym. After that, went to Orchard to buy the gift voucher for Grace. Initially, wanted to buy Takashimaya's voucher. However, when I reached there, found out that they will be closed for today and tomorrow. Discussed with Jackie and decided to get her Isetan's voucher instead. Went to Suntec City to meet them after getting the voucher.
Had dinner at Joaqium. Though the smell was fantastic everytime we walk pass, the food was not that great after all. There was not much varieties at all. Stayed there for a chat after that till 11pm. They were already closed then. We were the only ones left in the restaurant. Took a few pictures as well with my digital camera. Wanted to take lots of pictures but they do not seem interested at all.
Shared a taxi home with Rebecca. Was reminded by Jackie to bring the digital camera again tomorrow. I will surely do so. Hope that tomorrow we can take many many pictures. I also want to take pictures with every single one of them!!!
Dear called just after I alighted from the taxi. He is working alone today!!! =) Sure get a chance to talk to him again later. Have to go and print his resume already now. Have to pass it to him tomorrow.
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
4:14 PM
First time ever... I was later than my trainee!!! Did not know that Siti changed to morning shift today. Went I stepped into the office, there she was. She even printed the reports for me already. Thank you so much.
Nothing much happened today actually. Work was still managable. I have already applied for leave on 18 to 20 November!!! I am going on a Cruise!!! So excited!!! Am I??? No actually. Not at all...
Went shopping AGAIN after work. At bugis. Bought a top for myself. Also, got Elaine her birthday present. Her all-time favourite Winnie the Pooh jig-saw puzzle. Have liked it since schooldays. Thought of fixing it as well. But well, shall leave it to her and Junda to do it. It is their wish to fix a jig-saw puzzle together also right, Elaine?
Had Yoshinoya for dinner before heading home. Had their pop-corn chicken like set again. Was so tired on my way home that I slept in the bus. When I woke up, God must have blessed me. The next stop was where I had to alight. Have the thought of going to gym again. But it was kind of late already then I thought. And I am also quite fearful after what Elaine told me. It is actually not good to go to the gym. Will build up muscles easily. But exercise is the only way to lose weight and keep fit right? This world is just like that. So contradicting...
Went to buy candles before coming home. Made Dear's and mine name with it. While doing it, Adeline messaged me. They are holding a farewell dinner for Grace tomorrow. Venue not decided yet though. But it will be at Marina Square. I am thinking of just dropping by for a while only. I just do not feel very comfortable with all of them. Nothing much to talk to them as well. Weird. Imagine I am seeing and working with them EVERYDAY!!! Know the feeling of working with people you are not comfortable with? It is not a good feeling at all!!!
Dear called me also then. Could not concentrate on talking to him at all. Was too into making the names. But I know he said he is going to Malaysia tomorrow afetr work to pay his bills. After that, will return to Singapore already.
Anyway, tomorrow, after work, shall head to the gym first. Come back for a shower, then head to Takashimaya to get the gift vouchers for Grace. At 8pm, shall go and meet them. Later shall ask Dear to go and meet me. Around 9pm should be fine. An excuse to leave them early.
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
1:32 PM
Since last evening, I feel so not myself. Just did not know what to do, what I was doing and feeling. A total lost world I was in.
Not long after I came back, my parents came back with Michelle. Mummy saw the mooncakes Dear bought. Asked me if it was him who bought it. I did not deny it though. She asked why I never bring him back as well. =) At that time, you can imagine how delighted I was. Mummy has accepted him already? Just because he bought her mooncakes? Mooncakes can really do wonders. =) Asked me if he is able to get more of it. She likes the packing alot. Messaged Dear to asked him about it then.
Went to have dinner with them downstairs. Then came back and continue to laze around. At 10pm, with nothing to do, decided to go to bed. Not long then, Dear called from his brother's house. He was actually sleeping just now. Did not bring his mother out at all. Had a headache then. Poor thing...
Just did not feel like going to work today. Had too much fun perhaps. It was quite busy though in the morning. I had no time to clear the faxes and emails at all. Rebecca was stuck with her no-show and Darlene, with her follow-ups. However, I still managed to leave office slightly after 4pm.
On my way back home, in the MRT, saw a BITCH I must say. She should be the friend of one of the couple. However, she did not leave the couple some time for themselves. Whenever the guy was talking to his girlfriend, she would interrupt. To make things worse. She is always FLIRTING with him!!! Keep touching him when talking to him. BITCH!!!
Went to the gym today. After that, I saw a message from May. She asked me to give my passport to Auntie Lita. She is going to make reservation for the Cruise trip already I guess. Kind of worried that I am unable to go in the end. Heard from Rebecca that Jackie is going on leave also in November. Her brother is bringing her to Japan!!! So envious of her. Shall inform her about it when time permits. However, by the time I left gym, I guess she must have fected Annice already. Messaged her my passport details then when I got home.
At the bakery shop, saw this little girl with hair highlighted in streaks!!! Quite an eye-opener...
Dear called me when he reached Singapore. Was going to work then. Told him about my mother asking me to bring him home. He assured me HE WILL NEVER COME HOME WITH ME!!! =( Said his off day is on Saturday. However, the reason he gave what not I wanted to hear though. He had to go to Malaysia to attend some function. He jolly-well know that it was Elaine's birthday party already way before tonight. Yet, he still would rather go to the function then Elaine's birthday party. Just do not understand why HE DO NOT WANT TO ATTEND MY FRIEND'S FUNCTION TOGETHER WITH ME!!! =( He suddenly make me feel so uncertain about our relationship... =(
Called me again the second time, asked me to delete all the photos that he took at his friend's house. I will not mind deleting them. On one condition: You must let me take a photo of yourself first. Me together with you as well.
Kept asking me to try the mooncake we bought. However, Mummy said that Daddy want to use it to pray first tomorrow. Sorry Dear, you just have to wait till tomorrow then.
Plan to do some shopping again tomorrow!!! =) It is pay day also tomorrow. It seems like the upselling amount for this month is slightly lower. Is it?
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
1:08 PM
Early yesterday morning, I had to pack my stuff to get ready to go to Malaysia to meet Dear. Just before I left home, heard from Auntie Lita that on Friday, a feng-shui man came to view our house. He said that we have to shift house as there is no luck in our current house. I was quite happy at first. Able to get a new house again. On second thought, if we apply for a brand new house, we will have to wait around 3 to 4 years before being able to shift. By then, it is time for me to get married? Am I thinking too far by the way? In any case, I will still get to shift to a new house right? =)
The queue at Malaysia’s check-point was horrible. Very very long and messy. When Dear called, I just reached. Told him will be there around 20 minutes times. He called many times. Both of us were getting impatient. After a few calls, I decided not to pick up his call anymore, until I have got out of the check-point. Total of 5 missed calls!!! Imagine the hell I got from him when I called him then.
Went to Mobil petrol station to meet him. Found myself messaging Mummy, to tell her I leaving. She called me to talk to me for awhile. Did not know why I did that too. Too hide away from the scoldings that I know I will get from him? Maybe…
Stopped half-way through the journey to have our lunch. Dear was so sweet. He knows I like soyabean I think. Specially bought it for me without asking me what I wanted to drink. =)
By the time we reached Kuala Lumpur, it was around 5pm. First, we went to Concorde Hotel, the place he always stay in. The rate was quite expensive. Then we moved on to Angsana Hotel. Rate was ever higher. Decided to stay in Concorde Hotel then.
After settling me down in the room, he went to have his bath and went to his friend’s house-warming. As for me, I stayed in the room, slept and watch television. At 8pm, went down to have my dinner. Thought of having something light. When I step out of the hotel, I had no idea at all where to head to. Decided to go to the coffee-house to grab a sandwich. Tuna sandwich was what I ordered. It was a very huge serving. Total of 4 pieces of sandwiches and a large amount of fries. Ate only half of it and pack the rest to the room. Thought of leaving it for Dear to eat when he returns.
He came back at mid-night. Just when I was feeling abit sleepy already. He had a headache. Followed by a sore throat.
This morning, was awoken by Dear at 9am. He was hungry. After bathing, went to have breakfast at the Coffeehouse. I just had 2 pancakes and 2 cups of soya bean and I am feeling full already. As for Dear, he can really eat. 3 pieces of bread, a plate of nasi lemak, a bowl of longan and 4 cups of guava juice. Out of greediness, ate some baked beans and a hash brown as well.
Checked-out of the hotel after that. Went to Megamall to do alittle shopping. Did not shop much though. I admit I was at fault also this time round. I know Malaysia is not a safe country to begin with. Yet, I still left my bag in Dear’s car. He also agreed to it initially. When he realized that I did not have my bag with me, he began to scold me. His mind was not ease already then. We just stood there, thinking should we just head home. Just then, I turned around. URBAN & CO!!! The shop that I was looking for. Dragged him in to have a look. I saw a top from this shop in Orchard on Thursday but the size they had was too big for me. However, they do not even have the top I am looking for. What a disappointment. Dear suggested to buy mooncakes home for Mummy. =)
After that, we begin our journey home. I slept almost through-out the whole journey. So sorry Dear, I left you all alone then. He asked me when will our next trip be. January next year? Maybe… Seems like I will not get to go anywhere for my birthday this year. We will either be going to Genting or Langakawi then.
Asked him about his Deepavali holiday as well. He will be applying for 10 days leave. If I am going to Cruise with Auntie Susan, it will be the day when he come back that I will be leaving. 2 weeks not being able to talk and meet him??? Oh no…
He even said that he think he do not want to get married in the future. Do not want any commitments. Are you sure about this my dear?
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
8:19 AM